Playing games, watching movies, then my heart says "Bored, bored" try to do other thing but my heart says the same thing. Just now i went to somewhere i don't really want to go and often go. I won't mention it because I don't want to. I lost my creativity in writing. So I'm go going to talk crap. It's about a pal. I won't say his name. He's always in my mind though he fuck me a lot. I wonder how to erase it from my random access memory. I try. I don't know.